What really pisses me off is how my best friend has a natural talent, but she doesn't enjoy this artform half as much as I do. And after every time we show it, my friends and family tell that I'm good, and then they start talking about how awesome she is at it. When my grandmother, who's never commented on my performance, started talking about it, I went home and cried myself to sleep. I love her and she is the best person I've ever met, but I hate the fact that she is better at everything than I am and that the guy I'm in love with is off-limits because of her. And it pisses me off that I'm crying and rewriting this so she will not understand it was me if she reads it.