What really pisses me off is that I didn't want to sleep with you...I didn't want to develop feelings for you. You know how to work it, you made me feel special, truth be told you led me on even though I don't let anyone tell me so. Its been nearly four months now, It pisses me off you talk about other girls, and text my best friends, it pisses me off that you've persuaded me to have a threesome that may just break me. Why am I not enough?It pisses me off that the reason I don't want to end whatever it is 'we' have is that I'm scared of a life without you, in a weird way you've become my best friend. What will i do without your house or car? I can't bare that thought. I miss you already. Things are changing and there's nothing I can do.. your in control. And THAT really pisses me off.